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Bernard Wiseman ([personal profile] zaku_for_xmas) wrote in [community profile] srwug_alpha_rp2014-02-17 06:07 pm
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That you are sweet

It seemed very serious; Zaku Kai was wrecked badly and now Bernie had to leave. He had his bags.

"What should I take?" Bernie's body felt heavy. It felt like a permanent parting from a diverse group of companions who didn't mind that he was a Zeon, and he also felt that he couldn't have a chance like this again.

"Thank you, White Chalice. Hm?" In his room, Bernie noticed something from the drawer -- those two interesting things that he bought way back.

"Yep, can't leave that." Then there's also a photo. Looked like a collector's item or something from a magazine.

Bernie was hesitant to pick it up. He took a moment to think, and then he nodded his head.

"I'll make it right," Bernie said, taking the photo. "Oh yeah!" Also another picture of a reliable friend.
zetahatsudo: (Careful)

[personal profile] zetahatsudo 2014-02-18 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Wiseman. [Kamille made the trip back for him (and his own stuff too). His stint with Axis was shorter, by far, but he was still Zeon, and he'd support his fellow comrade in arms.] What do you think you'll do, after this is over? [he had a box in his arm, his design tablet in the top, along with his old Zeon Uniform and some other paraphernalia.]
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[personal profile] zetahatsudo 2014-02-18 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure myself. Much as Haman and Mineva mean to me... [His eyes fall upon a uniform that barely peaked out from under his Zeon ceremonial uniform.] When I joined Axis, it was because I wanted... a lot of things, really. I wanted power, certainly, enough to destroy the Titans, but I also wanted a cause to devote myself to. [He starts feeling nostalgic as he sits down on the bunk, and pulls out a uniform for a certain terrorist organization.] It was... before your time, but a while back, when I was still piloting the Mk-II, I offered to ally myself to Zero and his black knights. I was focused wholly on doing something with myself, it was like I had no will of my own.
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[personal profile] zetahatsudo 2014-02-20 12:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kamille chuckles.] That's the thing though, I didn't want to make that decision myself. [He's staring at the wall now.] The adults in my life before the Chalice were bad people, and I had grown to be distrustful as a result. That kind of life is lonely though, and it made me desperate for acceptance, to be part of something. That despair led me to making some awful decisions at the start of my stay. My relationship with the witches was awful despite my efforts to befriend them, because I was sabotaging myself trying to reign in something that wasn't there. I ended up sending my girlfriend into a lesbian threesome because I fucked up when she needed stability. I even almost killed myself a few times just to end the pain.

It made me think, "I can't do anything myself, I need someone else to lead me." I thought I could find that in the Chalice proper, but the lack of structure and cohesion prevented us from even giving our collective a name. That lead me to Zero, and after he left, I ended up falling in with Haman and Axis, because they were the only ones willing to fight the Titans that made life for me and the colonists hell.

[His eyes are clearly haunted at this point as he stares at the wall.] Then Konpei Island happened. [oh god.] You don't know what's it like for a Newtype to feel that many lives just blink out at once, Bernie, and I pray you never have to.
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[personal profile] space_macgyver 2014-02-18 10:57 am (UTC)(link)
It's a hard thing to leave after so much time spent with the Chalice, huh.
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[personal profile] space_macgyver 2014-02-18 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
A Junker's travel through space never ends! As long as ReHome's flying, I know what I'm doing!

Speaking of which, think Chris will let you stay at her place?
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[personal profile] space_macgyver 2014-02-21 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
You're your own free man Bernie. Do what your heart tells you.

How good in mechanics and space salvage are you?
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[personal profile] space_macgyver 2014-02-22 12:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Good enough! If you want to stay around ReHome for a bit, I'm sure we'll find you things to do.
not_the_deer: (my hand is stuck to the back of my head)

[personal profile] not_the_deer 2014-02-18 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thinking what to take with you?
not_the_deer: (work's done)

[personal profile] not_the_deer 2014-02-18 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Why not take everything you can, then? Except what belongs to other people, that is. Bring all the memories with you!
not_the_deer: (my hand is stuck to the back of my head)

[personal profile] not_the_deer 2014-02-20 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
That's nothing. Have you seen how much stuff some people have?
not_the_deer: (this is awesome)

[personal profile] not_the_deer 2014-02-21 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Herb has two rooms full of furniture and junk. Do you think he's leaving any of it behind? Of course not! That'd be against the hobo code or something.
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[personal profile] not_the_deer 2014-02-22 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Don't leave any of those things behind. It's not like we don't have enough room to take everything; human things are tiny in comparison to Mobile Suit things.