Texotic (
over_under_being) wrote in
srwug_alpha_rp2013-10-30 09:52 am
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Regression
[Following the fight with Anticross, a certain alien is not leaving her cockpit-equivalent.
But don't worry, not before long the crystal forehead opens and Texotic plops to the ground. A miserable-looking Texotic.]
I... never felt more powerless in my life. It's as if whatever I could do didn't matter.
How am I supposed to destroy threats to Earth, feeling like this? Hope in others to do it for me?
[And hope she did feel in the big finale, but still...]
Hope, despair, all human emotions are too strong. I didn't ask for this.
But don't worry, not before long the crystal forehead opens and Texotic plops to the ground. A miserable-looking Texotic.]
I... never felt more powerless in my life. It's as if whatever I could do didn't matter.
How am I supposed to destroy threats to Earth, feeling like this? Hope in others to do it for me?
[And hope she did feel in the big finale, but still...]
Hope, despair, all human emotions are too strong. I didn't ask for this.
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Hmm.
[Is that the sound Over Being make when they are thinking very hard?]
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Because I have a physical body right now. Do you consider me.. a different person?
Than what I was before, as an energy being?
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I'm not a human. I am an Over Being. Even if my race is evil and casts me out for my sins against it...
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You will chamge, however. And you will be a different person than you are now. That, too, is both a price and a strength. You decide to stay an Over Being, and this is your way - but do not resist change entirely, or you will break.
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You seem to cling to stasis desperately and consider any change to yourself a problem. It is understandable, as you have been thrust into a world you are only now equipped to understand. But that makes even more important that you do not cling to your initial ideas without thought.
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But I'm not welcoming it either. Because that'd mean I'm not happy with myself as I am.
That'd be stupid.
[Tsundere walk away.]
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I suppose it is only appropriate.
[And with that, she turns and goes away as well]