http://aceshighhealer.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] aceshighhealer.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] srwug_alpha_rp2012-05-15 05:30 pm

10th Striker Unit/Putting on a Brave Face

1) I did my best...I really did, and it wasn't enough...!

There's nothing else you
could have done. Yoshika, it's not your fault.


(If you come by at just the right moment, you might find Yoshika in the brig-specifically, in the cell once occupied by Laura Ericks.

And she'll be crying openly, quiet responses of 'I should've been there! I could've saved her...I could've stopped her...!' being repeated over and over while running most of her last conversation with Laura back through her mind.)


Yoshika, you're not like me. You haven't made my mistakes. You won't. Don't do this to yourself.

(If you stop by and she hears you, she'll quickly wipe her tears away and force a smile on; yes, she does have a broom nearby and plans to use it as a cover story.)

...I'm here for you, too...
...I know. Believe me... it helps.


(At the moment however, she's sniffling and crying and not even paying attention to the intercom which has come on for some important news: For Sergeant Yoshika Miyafuji: your mother has arrived onboard. Sergeant Yoshika Miyafuji...)

2) (Yoshika eventually heard the surprising and welcome news, and found her Mom waiting for her on the deck. Mothers, having a knack for sensing certain things, saw past Yoshika's brave face after the hug she gave her...and Yoshika caved.)

I...I can't do this anymore, Mama. If all I can do is sit back and watch my friends die...feeling helpless as the people I care about leave me, then I wanna go home!

Yoshika...you've seen many more things than I could ever have hoped to witness in one lifetime, and while I'm sorry for the friends you've lost, is this really how you want your journey to end?

...B-but...

It's hard and it's painful, but this is part of life. Your father understood that as well.

(Ding! Yoshika suddenly recalls something Laura said not too long ago...which she repeats to her Mom.)

...All I can do now is remember them, and keep going.

That's my girl. Now, even though I can't stay too long I would like to meet your friends. Especially the one who you went on and on about-her name was Lynne?

...Ehhhhh?!!


(OOC: Yes I am pulling a Zappa, and for this one post will be NPCing Yoshika's mother! Those who want to embarrass Yoshika, go ahead-but be careful. She's still grieving.)

[identity profile] darknight-ren.livejournal.com 2012-05-16 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Twice in the same week, one of Ren's friends had lost someone they'd cared about. And he was absolutely terrible with this, but he couldn't just leave them to themselves.]

Yoshika, they're looking for you.

[identity profile] darknight-ren.livejournal.com 2012-05-16 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
They just called for you on the intercom.

[Yoshika, you were dealing with the person most likely to lie about his emotional state. He wasn't falling for it.]

How are you holding up?

[identity profile] darknight-ren.livejournal.com 2012-05-17 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Ren was really bad at the whole comforting thing. The only thing he could do was be honest.]

Could you? Or would it have just made things harder for her?

[identity profile] darknight-ren.livejournal.com 2012-05-17 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
She might not have had a chance at all. And it's not going to help you, going over the what ifs.

[identity profile] darknight-ren.livejournal.com 2012-05-18 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
...In a way. [His past was a mess to explain: Alternate timelines, restored memories, different perspective, and somehow it all culminating in him, here, very awkwardly trying to comfort a friend.]

Either way, I know that there's nothing I could have done back then. I just learned to live with the choices the people around me had made.

[identity profile] darknight-ren.livejournal.com 2012-05-18 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[He stiffened slightly for a moment--partly from his typical defenses, and partly from being mindful of healing bruises. But he made sure to relax so not to upset her more.]

You should probably go see what that call is about.

2) OH DEAR GOD WHY

[identity profile] inneedofasmoke.livejournal.com 2012-05-16 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[And here's the ship's resident chain-smoker, wandering through the halls and finding his eye locking onto Yoshika's mother.]

Well hello there ma'am.

Anything I can do to help?

[Internally, Luger's brain process is screaming "MILF!MILF!MILF!MILF!" at the mental volume his neurons can allow.]

Angry of course, But I'm planning on sending it into completely horrified/confused.

[identity profile] inneedofasmoke.livejournal.com 2012-05-16 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[And Luger proceeds to chuckle calmly.]

It's fine, I'm actually used to being treated like this.

[The space german politely offers his had to Mrs Miyafuji.]

Luger Amwulf. A pleasure to meet one of my crew-mate's parents.

[What is this? Genteel decorum? No eyeballing of the body? No raunchy pickup lines? DID YOSHIKA WALK INTO THE TWILIGHT ZONE?!]

[identity profile] inneedofasmoke.livejournal.com 2012-05-17 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Luger lets out a good natured chuckle before shaking his head.]

Nah I think I'm the wrong gender and a little too old for that.

I'm a Mobile Suit pilot. Formerly a member of Waechter Colony's militia.

I was lucky that people here were willing to pick up a stray like me. I'm guessing you've got some military running in your veins ma'am?

[identity profile] inneedofasmoke.livejournal.com 2012-05-18 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
I think I heard about it.

[A little white lie...well. A HUGE one.]

Guess there's a lot being passed down in the family. Magic, brains, skills.

[He chuckles.]

And she's probably going to turn a lot of heads with you as a good example.

[identity profile] inneedofasmoke.livejournal.com 2012-05-18 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Knowing this place they might be understating things a little. She's probably a bit more stronger than what they're saying.

[He looks to a rather scuffed up watch on his hand and gives Mrs Miyafuji an apologetic grin.]

I'd love to stay and chat but I need to head down to the infirmary. It was great to meet you.

[He offers his hand.]

[identity profile] inneedofasmoke.livejournal.com 2012-05-18 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Luger inclines his head.]

No trouble at all Ma'am. No trouble at all.

[And inside Luger is grinning like the madman he is.]

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[identity profile] reach-for-self.livejournal.com 2012-05-17 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, Gregory knows the feeling of losing comrades, and he's definitely looking glum about this too.]

It's... always sad to lose comrades...

[identity profile] reach-for-self.livejournal.com 2012-05-18 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
Unfortunately not very well.

I joined the Chalice only shortly before the death of Frank Symes. But at the same time I've led men before and I know how painful it is to lose people you're close to.

And to lose Laura and Devon so soon afterwards too...

[identity profile] reach-for-self.livejournal.com 2012-05-18 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
A person... only gets so much time on this Earth to spend how they see fit.

Some... less than others unfortunately.

[His own family; torn apart by Percolatii before they were replaced by the monstrosities came to mind.]

[identity profile] reach-for-self.livejournal.com 2012-05-20 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[He nods a little.]

My family was killed by a group of Percolatii. I was just a boy back then... I remember being told to hide in my room somewhere and the sounds...

They weren't pleasant.

TECZ showed up before long, but not fast enough to save my family.

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-05-19 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Before talking with Yoshika, other side of the halls, near Yoshika.]
Image

Lynette Bishop sits near the cell with her rifle resting on the wall... But she remains silent, and for the first time, she doesn't cry. Even though it is hard for her to listen to a friend crying, she is growing numb to the things of this place. She has already grown willing to blow a human apart if it meant saving someone of her team, having grown to learn she would kill human beings way more than Neuroi.

Especially so when being the Sniper of the 501st.

If she ever returns alive, her mother will demand to know what did they do to her glassy-eyed daughter. Assuming she survives everything this ship has thrown against them and gets to come home in any way. On her feet, in a wheelchair, or a casket.

She slings her rifle to her back, and walks back to her quarters to write her own family one of the letters she promised to deliver daily, many minutes before the announcement comes in for Yoshika.

What Yoshika is feeling right now is a good thing. It means she is still human.

--------------------

[After Yoshika's mom is already here.]
Image

[After minutes of letting Yoshika mull it over, she hears over the comm that her mother is here. She is not quite sure how to treat the situation, but might as well start on some good ground.

Once she sees a Yoshika Miyafuji in civvies and strangely a little taller, she (probably) catches her alone, the britannian witch assumes Yoshika may be still looking for her.

Moreso given how she tries to hug that slightly stockier Yoshika from behind in their witchy ways, thinking it is Yoshika having enjoyed Lynne's cooking a little too much.]


Good afternoon!

1/3

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-05-19 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
Nice to meet you Miss Miyafuji!

3/3

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-05-19 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[And just then she realizes she is instead fondling not only a Miyafuji with some actual meat, but the mom of her wingmate.]

AAAAHH!! I'm so sorry, Yoshika! I thought she was you, and you were her! I didn't know! I-I'm so sorry!

[And upon looking at the woman in front of her, she shrinks like a mouse.]

I... I.... I'm really sorry for this, Miss Miyafuji.
Edited 2012-05-19 06:59 (UTC)

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-05-22 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
[She lets go! Taking cover behind Yoshika, now, breasts pushed on her back. She hesitates a little with the mention of the things Yoshika said about her.]

She is a really good friend of mine and I like her very much. I'm grateful for her, and, um...

[They are that close.]

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-05-24 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
"--Eeeh!? I... I think we had, back in one amusement park." And after they fled from a horde of fangirls. "B-But I don't know if we've had leave like that in months!"

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-05-27 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
"Um..."

It's moments like these, by the motions of Lynette, that she wants to hide.

"W-We spend it in various ways!"

But is apparently just as inept in saying that they do something else beside Yoshika using Lynette's boobs as pillows.

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-05-30 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
"--Let's go, Yoshika!"

And this means Lynette pulls Yoshika to help her make something and avoid some previous subjects such as groping the mother or the daughter.

[identity profile] aceshighsniper.livejournal.com 2012-06-01 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
"... If you want to..."

She is still timid... But, like a kitten gathering a little confidence, she slowly comes close to Yoshika and her mother. A little too close to them, by britannian standards.