latelybloomed: (Nanohana - Big smile)
latelybloomed ([personal profile] latelybloomed) wrote in [community profile] srwug_alpha_rp2013-02-05 01:16 am
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35th Bloom

...I understand why you're upset. Believe me, having everything turning upside down isn't the biggest thing to have happen to you. But, look at you, Nanohana - you might not think it, but you've grown!

[With the battle drawn to a close, the PreDestiny All-Stars, the former and future PreDesu fighters, have hopped on board the Chalice for a little while, recoperating from the final fight with the Invaders. At the moment, a young woman is chatting it up with Hana, her big tell-tale mark being the fact that she has her semi-long hair loose but with two small pigtails.]

You really think so? I mean...

Nanohana, listen: have you ever stopped to think about the accomplishments you've done and not the failures you've stacked up? Here's your problem - you think you haven't done enough. You've let mistakes like that get to you. But, what you have far outweighs that. You've seen so many things that a lot of us PreDesu never did. You've saved the world countless times. You stopped Adventus and showed that those "Inspectors" aren't as invincible as they thought they were!

And that brain of yours - beam sabers, beam shields, the Silhouette System. A lot of this stuff is your creation. Stuff that we had to have specially made, you just used what the ship had! It's time that you finally made that first step forward and not keep stepping back and this will be the first step!


...I... th-thank you!

Aht! No more of that, it's been decided! Besides, Director Kurumu's waiting for you back at Fairy Park. She says a lot of good things about you, despite your problems. It's time to really bring it home. Show her and everyone that you mean business!

Mmn! I will! Thank you, Sakura!

Ah, you're making me blush!
sunshine_maiden: (I don't...)

[personal profile] sunshine_maiden 2013-02-07 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Well... I'm glad they liked it, but there still was a very real chance I could have died. Or have broken something beyond Letriel's ability to repair. As it is, I'm still a little tingly in a few places, and she doesn't think I'll ever get feeling back in some of them. I think I found one on my arm...

[She pokes at the spot, clearly jabbing significantly, but she doesn't wince.] She warned me there are probably more, though. That's mostly why I'm apologizing - I found the line in the sand. And I'm afraid to get too close to it again.
sunshine_maiden: (Yes?)

[personal profile] sunshine_maiden 2013-02-07 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
You say that, but... I'm terrified. I know it was something most mobile suits don't dream of having, and at the same time I know I will not survive it if this happens again. I've come too far to give up now, but I can't keep going like I have been. [She grimaces.] My life is important to more than just me, these days.

I don't think the lack of feeling will be an issue... if I can figure out how, I might try to dampen the pain response in Itsuki, actually.
sunshine_maiden: (I disagree.)

[personal profile] sunshine_maiden 2013-02-07 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Stop right there. I will not have you blaming yourself for this travesty. There's no way you could have known I'm scared out of my mind after all this.

We'll figure this out. Right now, I need you to be you, not to help me work out how the hell I'll keep fighting. Okay? [Sje looks not unlike a kicked puppy at this moment.]
sunshine_maiden: (Smile)

[personal profile] sunshine_maiden 2013-02-08 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
That's my girl. One thing at a time.

[Sora relaxes at Hana's touch... and then goes very still. A moment later, Hana will feel the weight of Sora's head on her shoulder, which is tellingly wet.]

Haa... of course. No damned breaks for me.
sunshine_maiden: (I don't...)

[personal profile] sunshine_maiden 2013-02-08 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
I can't... I can't feel it. I know you're there, b-but I...!

[She can't continue, dissolving into sobs in Hana's arms, reassured even of there's no feeling in her back.]