That's right, he felt this way twice now. Once was in the dead of night onboard the Ptolemaois, after snatching and copying a certain set of classified documents. It had been tainted with darker emotions, and he was still shell-shocked by the revelations contained in the documents, but he felt it all the same from Char and Haman.

As he got closer, he was able to discern where else he had felt this emotion. Sora had been many things to Kamille, a stable element in his life where none was previously, something to actually fight for without being tainted by the ambitions of those who would subjugate this world. As he remembered those times, when he was an fool with nothing to fight for, he found himself caught in the whirlwind of his mistakes. Everything he could of possibly done wrong, he did, every reminder of those mistakes magnified in his mind. There was nothing he could do, no way to fix what had been broken, and it hurt.