... And so your thought process defaulted to "it would be best that I would die".

[Lynn knows that feeling all too well, Lyuze. She grappled with a death wish for nearly twenty years because of that.]

Don't give up on yourself, please. Before Second Impact, I did a terrible thing too, one that cost thousands of people their lives. In the aftermath I thought I should die, needed to die.

It wasn't until a gun was shoved in front of my face a few months ago that I realized how empty that desire was.