[File away the 'Moonrace' bit for later.] When Oya-san, Sokichi, died, it happened in the middle of a battle, and I saw every moment. I felt a lot of emotions at that point, but there was one thing that stuck with me more than anything else that kept me going through the battle, and that was an intense hatred for the people who took him away from me. [he sighs.] That hatred can destroy a person, Loran. I was able to let go, but I can't speak for your missus.