"That freedom only meant missing him." She knew it would sting him to hear it, but shielding him from it any longer would only be cruel. "Every breath was cold, every road seemed to lead no where, every question came to one answer. Unwaveringly, even when I had someone so perfect in front of me, I could only think Micheal. I have been a hero now, I have done great deeds, there is no shame in wanting something after this. I feared it would be a prison at first, but now I long for empty, boring days, and a quiet life away from all this fighting. Somewhere I can cook, and smile, and be content for the rest of my days." She found her mouth running away with itself, the vodka she had been sipping was rushing through her veins as her heart thudded in her chest. How do you tell someone, 'you're wonderful and I love you, but I love someone else more.' " I guess I should apologize after all, you tried to give me the world, and still I would not have it. Just because it's not your I'm standing beside now, doesn't mean I don't treasure the time we spent together. I shall never forget that day in the arctic for as long as I live."
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"That freedom only meant missing him." She knew it would sting him to hear it, but shielding him from it any longer would only be cruel. "Every breath was cold, every road seemed to lead no where, every question came to one answer. Unwaveringly, even when I had someone so perfect in front of me, I could only think Micheal. I have been a hero now, I have done great deeds, there is no shame in wanting something after this. I feared it would be a prison at first, but now I long for empty, boring days, and a quiet life away from all this fighting. Somewhere I can cook, and smile, and be content for the rest of my days." She found her mouth running away with itself, the vodka she had been sipping was rushing through her veins as her heart thudded in her chest. How do you tell someone, 'you're wonderful and I love you, but I love someone else more.'
" I guess I should apologize after all, you tried to give me the world, and still I would not have it. Just because it's not your I'm standing beside now, doesn't mean I don't treasure the time we spent together. I shall never forget that day in the arctic for as long as I live."