Five Cents - Before The Mio Incident

[of-10-faces.livejournal.com]

It was a frivolous waste of time. But it was something that Tsukasa felt needed to be done. And in his wisdom, built a stand and placed it in the busiest intersection of the Chalice. And plopped himself down.




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Comments

[emorangerblack.livejournal.com]

The mindset with which I considered the situation... is not the one that rules on my actions. But it is still present in myself.

Commenting. It is almost as if having an inner critic. A disapproving one.

[of-10-faces.livejournal.com]

I think everyone's got one of those, the proverbial critic within. Second guessing and talking to you, disapproving and yet it's a part of yourself.

Good and dark, yin and yang, all that philosophy. There's a lot that needs to be questioned when we look at the person who originally you started as.

[emorangerblack.livejournal.com]

How would you call a person devoid of this critic, then?

[of-10-faces.livejournal.com]

Hollow. If you stop questioning yourself, you will never grow, and learn. At worse, you become a monster, because you never learn from your mistakes and the person who you used to be.

[emorangerblack.livejournal.com]

You could say... I was hollow then.

[of-10-faces.livejournal.com]

Sounds about right. But, you filled that hollowness, didn't you? With memories of people, good and bad. Finding a way past the point that separates you from the kaijin to a real well rounded person.

[emorangerblack.livejournal.com]

Ha. Perhaps you are right.

[Devon puts a coin on the table.]

I do not own money, so I took this from Cheng.

[of-10-faces.livejournal.com]

If you need to talk again, this will cover many other sessions later on. I'm thinking of doing this officially instead of my little box.

[emorangerblack.livejournal.com]

No need. I am more mentally stable than you would expect... I just needed one thing confirmed.

[of-10-faces.livejournal.com]

Of course. That's fair after all. [Tsukasa resolved to get Cheng his change.]